Ready for the Dr. Visit in AM

I just wanted to let everyone know that I will be heading to the dr. at 8 am to find out what exactly is going on. I'm having so many mixed emotions, as there is way to much information online to dig into! The good thing is that I have only passed 1 clot and that was at the hospital before they did the u/s, so hopefully my lil peanut is still doing good. I am determined to leave there with a due date! However, I have come to accept the other end of the pole, if it's God will that the baby go with him now, then thats how it is! =) I have good spirits though as I don't think I've been bleeding heavy enough to lose the baby (TMI) but thats a personal opinion and when I get home from the dr. I will post so everyone will be updated!

Please continue to pray for us!

Leigh

state of shock!

I'm still in a daze! Waiting for reality to sink in! Like, I keep going to the bathroom waiting for AF to show, but hopes she still doesn't at the same time! Yes, I'm weird! But still sooo very excited!
My children have started calling the lil one... "lil buddy".. LOL! and I call it "peanut".
I just wanted to put some random thoughts out there, so I can reread this one day!
October 2nd, can NOT get here fast enough, as I am sooo ready to see my doctors face when I tell him why I am there!!!
Still continue to pray for us, AND thanks for your prayers..
Leigh