May 11, 2010

Today was my due date for my little Miracle that God called home on Sept. 25, 2009. Please keep me in your prayers, the last couple of days have been hard. I know that when the time is right He will bless me with a child, but I am getting very very impatient here. We do have a dr. appt. for June 9, so maybe we can get some little bean started 1 way or another!
Thanks for the comments, emails, and love from all of you!!

Have a Good Day!
Leigh

dr appt

As most of you know, I had a tubal reversal in July of 09, yep last summer. We got PG the 1st month, yep didn't take very long. WEEELLLLLL... it's been 7 LONG months and we haven't gotten PG again, SOOO because of my age, (36), I decided that I will follow the advice of some friends and make a dr. appt. to see what is going on. I will be seeing my dr. on June 9, to find out what he can do, or what I need to do so we can have a baby.

Please continue to pray for us, it is something this family wants sooo bad. Yes, this post is MUCH BETTER than the previous one!

Thanks bunches,
Leigh

my Dr. office visit

I went to the dr. today, and got all kinds of news.

First of all, we ALL agree the surgery was a success :) ! He was in SHOCK that we got PG the 1st month of trying, and so was I. With that being said. He told me to use protection until after my next cycle. Then he said we can be "active", but not to "actively try" until 3 months, which would be 2 more cycles. That if we got PG before the 3rd month, ok, but Not to really try until that month. So, it'll be all in the "fun" :)

God had/has a plan for me and that baby. I will never know what it is until the day I get to Heaven and see my Father and our baby. I never knew what this pain feels like and it is sooo undescribeable.

At the same time, the Dr. told me to continue on my weight loss goals and challenges. To continue on liveing life as normal.

I just wanted to update everyone. I am doing well considering. I have my moments, but who doesn't and I just let God do what he has planned for me. I truly believe had He not wanted us to have a baby, He wouldn't have provided SOO much for us this far.

Thanks for all your prayers and concerns,

Have a Great week,
Leigh

Ready for the Dr. Visit in AM

I just wanted to let everyone know that I will be heading to the dr. at 8 am to find out what exactly is going on. I'm having so many mixed emotions, as there is way to much information online to dig into! The good thing is that I have only passed 1 clot and that was at the hospital before they did the u/s, so hopefully my lil peanut is still doing good. I am determined to leave there with a due date! However, I have come to accept the other end of the pole, if it's God will that the baby go with him now, then thats how it is! =) I have good spirits though as I don't think I've been bleeding heavy enough to lose the baby (TMI) but thats a personal opinion and when I get home from the dr. I will post so everyone will be updated!

Please continue to pray for us!

Leigh

SCARE

I had a very stressful day on yesterday. Both kids brought home a "short form" and I also got a letter in the mail on my daughters attendance. Well.. this caused me to STRESS!! After I tore up my kids, YES i believe the belt was invented for another reason than the pants, I went to pee. well, when I wiped I had a lil blood there. can you say FREAK OUT!!! I paid attention to the time, and all that good stuff. I went to bed early, so I would not stress out anymore. Well, when I woke up today, again, the "spots" i'll call em were there only when I peed. SOO i called the dr. and had bloodwork drawn. my hCG's are in the normal range for the 7 weeks that i am! THANK goodness.. BUT i have to go back on monday to get more blood drawn.. UGH!! I hope this is not what this PG gonna do to me.. but at the same time, i "know" i am FINE!! =) just thought i'd pass a lil note to let ya'll know what is going on with me.. yes I need to

C H I L L O U T ! ! ! ! !